Life is so wonderful. :)

2011-09-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

Still trying to find another place to rent. Life is tough but i still manage to make it through. I believe thing will get better as time goes by. Been busy working often and don't have much time to go out.

Awaiting for the right girl to appear. :).

I believe GOD will guide my way along and protect me. :) Thank GOD.

2011-07-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Heart hurt.

2011-07-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

Working always. Repeating same daily routine. Tired.

Heart feeling empty. what should i do. I just need someone to guide my way along and moral support.

2011-07-13T22:10:00.002+08:00

Now slowly cutting down smoking and become anti-smoker. I gonna work hard. To build a house and whole family living again. :).

My blog is so dead. Gonna update more next time.

2011-05-03T00:05:00.001+08:00

I gonna find a better job and stable my life. Nothing seen so true till time proven. Time passes day by day.

2011-03-29T20:01:00.001+08:00

Everything is so complicated. I sold off my laptop. Too messy. 2 month plus didn't update blogs. I will update when i free.

2011-01-26T08:36:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog. Been busy with alot of thing and working. I am doing fine. Everything is going smoothly for me. Thank for the concern. I really appreciate alot.

My only wish now is Bring a home back again. All family living strongly and happily again.

2011-01-04T00:43:00.000+08:00

Single and unavaliable. I am tired of love. I just need friend.

2011-01-03T02:06:00.002+08:00

Life was great. 2011! Brand new year. All bad memories wash away. I shall began my new life living alone and be independant. Feeling so great going with friend and make new friend. I still must thank to those which guide me along my way. VICTOR! AND JESLINE! :) Best!

I have make a brand new friend name Jeffrey. A nice guy. He is a hairstyler. Feel free to visit his hair salon at Toa payoh lorong 1 block 123 #01-505. Shop name is The One Hairstyler. :)

2010-12-29T19:27:00.002+08:00

I am speechless. Nothing seen so true. Aware of what is going happen next. Continue the life journey. Holding on everything that is precious. Friend and family always remember.

Complicated situation. I just gonna stand strong on it. Thank for those which care about me. I really enjoy and appreciate alot.

2010-12-19T19:41:00.001+08:00

Thinking, Thinking and thinking of what i should do next. Stress out.

2010-12-16T10:54:00.002+08:00

Stop working telemarketing. I feel dam guilty without telling them that i don't want to work. I feel so hopless. Sorry.

I feel so fuck up. Stress about so many thing. I really need someone which can guide me along my life journey. My heart is aching continously day by day. I don't know what to do. I am back to my own emotional world again.

I have to book my RT ippt within one month. Cos i fail my 2.4km and standing board jump.

It's take 5 minutes to know a new friend but it's take 10 years to build a strong friendship.

2010-12-07T23:45:00.003+08:00

Recently my friend just help me celebrate my birthday. Gim siang, Cassandra, Angus and eileen. Thank for the birthday card and birthday cake. I appreaciate it very much. Last but not least, Jesline!~ Love the present that you give me.. A small and cute umbrella. ^^.. And a doreamon birthday cake. Thank sister. :).

Victor, sorry about it. That i disappoint you. I give you hope in the end is a fasle hope. I don't have the guts talk to you. I still treat you as my elder brother in my heart. Thank for the time and advice. I will remember in heart.

2010-11-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

Start my 1st day of work at telemarketing HSBC. all the best to me. :) Work hard for my future. New life! New journey! New start!

I will always miss the place which i working. Resorts world Casino. I will remember you guy! maxim platimun people! :)

2010-11-14T07:47:00.008+08:00

Yesterday whole day never sleep and drink a can of redbull went to khatib camp take ippt. I fail my standing board jump and 2.4km. it's been two years since i last exercise but i still manage to maintain some of the station fitness... 2.4km running is under the hot sun, i almost collapse. Completed ippt around 2 hours plus. :)

Went back home and rest. victor plan to meet at 2:30pm in cenileisure. I overslept. In the end, meet them at about 4pm+. So surprising that saw doris at here and joke with her. :) Her laughting is nice.

Eventually, want watch movie in the end didn't watch. So we went to play lan. :) wait for other colleague to finish their ksession. Around 9pm plus, we went to eat steamboat. :) Somewhere around bugis. But it not really nice cos of the meat and other ingredient. :)

Some of the colleague go home and go other place. Left i, victor and jesline. So we decide to catch a midnight movie. :) Title: The Extraordinary Adventures of Adèle Blanc.
I didn't watch finish cos too exhausted so fall asleep. We have alot of chit chat. :)

I came back not long ago. 2 days didn't sleep. Gonna have a nice bath and rest. :) Beautiful and enjoying day with Doris, Jane, victor, jesline and other of my colleague. :)

Awaiting for the next outing again~ Wa! my birthday getting nearer and nearer. Outing too!. :)

Shapener. :0

Japanese map mrt line

Remind me playing marbles

Sweets. :)

Country rubber.

An old typewriter cost above 100+

Hahah! shapener

Steamboat session :)

Record a funny video. :) haha!

Stay clam and strong. Feel it and overcome the fear. Stand alone. Work hard to get what you wants.

2010-11-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

Best!

2010-11-09T05:12:00.002+08:00

Although i having a hard life but i still living happily. Saw ERIN again... LOLZ. quite adorable. :) babyface. lolz. 4 more days!!! OUTING WITH MY colleague~

2010-11-04T14:39:00.001+08:00

Wah! One more week to go out with my colleague! and get pay. :) Meeting eunice for lunch next week. :)

2010-10-30T05:18:00.002+08:00

Went to NS Portal to book for my ippt. I thought can book any date but only can choose the avaliable date. -_-" Saw erin at working place. lolz.. She was so shock saw me. LOLZ. :).. Her smile is adorable. O_o Finally is saturday! :)... Just two more week to go out with my colleague. :).. I miss my singing session and movie session.

Oh ya, yesterday eunice sms me asking a question if a girl ask a guy number. is it weird. lolz. There is nothing wrong taking a guy number. Cos its just making friend and slowly develop feeling before becoming in a relationship. :).

My birthday just two more month away. Haven't decide what to do. O_O!.

2010-10-28T06:53:00.000+08:00

Make alot of new friends at casino. :). FULL STOP.

2010-10-24T18:15:00.003+08:00

Yesterday overslept and when reached outram park mrt.. the time 10:52pm is totally late. So I U-turn back to admiralty. Sorry brother jason. Wanna meet you but in the end i fall asleep.

I am dam stress out. I gonna find a room to rent and stay next month. My m1 line i think i can't pay on time anymore. I gonna settle place to stay first and apply ite.

2010-10-22T19:33:00.004+08:00

The day before. I and my sister went eat at ang mo kio. My sister went to koi buy hazelnut milktea for me. This is my 1st time drinking koi. Quite nice. :). Finally its friday. Next week gonna get pay. Gonna Save money and spend on useful thing.

WORK WORK WORK WORK! :) Everyday repeating the same life history. lolz

If chance is given again. Will you continue again? :)

Black pepper pork rice. Rate 3/5
Ang Mo kio hub Ntuc Foodfare

Saw belinda at ang mo kio opposite mcdonald and was standing outside the cheer shop. She was so surprise that I change alot. Its been like 1 years plus we didn't contact each other. :). We been a close friend before but right now its just like we know each other from the starting points.. LIKE stranger. :)

2010-10-21T19:40:00.003+08:00

Work work work. Everyday is a exhausting days for me. Living in realistic world is so complicated.
I must chiong work and earn money to rent a room.

Casino lighter

2010-10-20T18:18:00.001+08:00

Meeting my sister at ang mo kio for dinner. Next week working schedule will be 5pm to 3am. This time slot will be much better than night shift. :) Good luck to me.

If anyone got cheapest renting room, Inform me please. :)

2010-10-19T19:01:00.001+08:00

I shall do some meditation and plan what am i gonna do in future. Stop love for sometime being. Concentrate on important things.

2010-10-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

Today resting at home. I absent from my Army Ration ICT programme course. I gonna be punish. Recently Line just cut off. Now my life is in a mess. dam it. :). I lost my previous job cos of love. FUCK love. Previous love is a disaster to me. Make me suffer so much. I swear that i won't go into this kind of love again. But right now i shall be more cheerful. Back to single life.

2010-10-18T11:43:00.003+08:00

Just two more week to chiong finish my work. SO next month working schedule will be 5 days work and 2 days off. My m1 bill 400+. O_O!... Gonna pay as soon as possible.

Gonna call to Choa chu kang ite and ask how to apply ite. I will choose retail course. :).

Now my sibling living separatly. My sister rent room at other location and my brother staying at friend house. I stay with my father in a renting room. Cos of my father buy and sell house quite afew times. So the housing board term and condition is need to wait for 2 years to buy a new flats. That is what he told to my sister. Currently my sister is having o level soon. And for me will be ITE. ;)...

2010-10-17T19:38:00.004+08:00

Today is 10 days of working. Getting tired and tired. Can't stand still while working. Eyes was closing. My hard work will pay off everything that i do. Thank GOD. :)..

KATHERINE(SUPER APPLE)! HAHAAH! awaiting the day go out again and have fun with you, shixian, jialing and last but least chan tee. :) Next month~ :D...

Yesterday chat with my god sister.. It's been 3 years we haven't meet each other before. Gonna sing ksession with her. Next two weeks. :).

2010-10-15T11:52:00.002+08:00

I will always remember who have sabotage me and her friend which also sabotage my sister before. You all will have retribution back.

2010-10-14T16:16:00.002+08:00

I want to get life achievement of sucess! I want to have a bright future! The only way is i work hard. No one can help except i only can help myself.

Feel kinda headache while working yesterday. Sleep in mrt almost fall. LOLz... night shift is tough. Been being alone while working. Admiratly to harbour front and take shutter bus went in to resort world marina bay sand casino work.. repeat same life story. :) I have not been resting well. Tough life. No matter i will work hard and make it through. :).. For the sake of friend and family. I must be strong..

2010-10-14T11:54:00.002+08:00

After everything back to normal. I somehow feel different than last time. Stand alone by myself. Thank shixian and katherine (Super apple) for the moral support. I will work hard! :)... Friends is always better than relationship.

2010-10-12T14:13:00.004+08:00

Today work in casino. Saw a japanese guy gamble. He lose more than 2million dollar. One bets is somehow 100,000 to 400,000 sg dollar. Dam scary. I see until my eyes pop out. Most of the people bets around 5000 above. Too crazy. :S.

I jsut bought a new prepaid card. :).. Using for the time being. Anyone want to sms me just tag me.

I will choose Retail course at Choa chu kang ITE. :)... HAHA!

I been started working at last friend 8th Oct 2010 till now.. 11pm to 9am. Came back home around 11am+... Sleep at 3pm and wake up at 6pm+. 3 hours of rest. :).. This week 7 days working.. Next week also... ALL THE WEEK ALSO! :).MONEY!!!

2010-10-11T11:10:00.002+08:00

Just came back from work. :) Saw jeng hei(my army friend) at mrt. Chit chat with him. :) Tell him about my family live separatly. Life is getting tough for me. I am working hard to get through this hardness. :)

WARNING!
My m1 line has been terminated. I will not be using any number for the time being. Anything just find me through online. :)

Working in casino as waiter is quite interesting and fun. :) Those part and full timers is quite friendly. :) Learn alot of thing as part of experience. :)

2010-10-09T13:16:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to harbour front. Take a shutter bus to sentosa. Exchange ic for a temp pass and get working uniform start to work. From 11 till 5. I was awake and alert. Till 6 My eyes was closing. I almost collapse down sleep on floor. LOLZ!

I just wish to study ite next year. Please give me the hope. :(

2010-10-08T03:51:00.004+08:00

Vivian sms me that she is going to malaysia for a week with her family. And called huifang mum. Ask how is her. She told me that she fainted at work place. Hope you are alright. Went to meet shixian at woodlands mart station to get black shoe that he lend me. From woodlands walk till woodlands checkpoint side.Meet jason and went to find my brother. Lend a spare phone from him to use. i Selling away my phone and line gonna terminate on saturday. For the time being, i will be using prepaid card till i get back my line. :).

Went to sing song with my friend and my brother. :). Ah xiang, jason, jansen and shibin. :) nice singing session with them. :)

Anyway, Here is afew picture that i took at woodlands waterfront. :)

Playground. :)

My donut! Donut lover! :)

Yesterday sms huifang, cos of she and her boyfriend broke off. I tell her.

SMS: Cheer up, you will feel much better after sometime. Don't be sad. :)

She reply back

SMS: Don't jia hao xin la! Without you in my life, i even feel much better! FUCK OFF! i DONT WANT TO SEE YOU OR ANY OF YOUR MESSAGE AGAIN! I HATE YOU!

Somehow, i feel ridiculous. :S... It's alright. :)

2010-10-07T01:40:00.003+08:00

Today went to meet ruyi and yating at clark quay. Bring them for job interview. :).yating was quite cute don't let me go off cos gonna meet shixian, jialing, katherine and chen tee for movie. :). Katherine, thank for the movie treat. :D. I will treat you back after i get my 1st pay. her boyfriend is quite humorous. :) Characteristic almost same as mine. Happy go lucky and easy to communicate. :) Nice knowing him. haha! HEY! APPLE! Jialing and shixian quarrel. Hope they are fine.

My Line gonna terminate! D:... Need to find a sim card use for the time being. And wait till i get my salary to pay off my m1 bill.

I learn to smile again and become back to my old self. Thank to all my friends and my god sister. :) THANK! My life is filled with happiness and laughter always! Trust me! I will become even more lame.

2010-10-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

Friday night start my job. At casino work as a waiter. You really make me disappointed by scolding me is a fucker and lanjiao kia. lolz. its alright. :). I learn to forgive and forget. haha.

I will always smile and laugh together with friends and brother. :) Lets bygone be bygone. Intially, I learn to be strong after so many failure in relationship. Thing get worsen everytime. There is a only way to move on is my heart ask me don't give up and move on my life. :) Forever is a word. Nothing can be forever. I only believe now and ever. Moreover, there is no one gonna help. Only you are the one can help yourself.

Learn to challenge the bitterness so you will earn sweetness in your lfie. Remember.

Tag me after you read. :)

2010-10-04T01:39:00.003+08:00

Went to admiralty have my lunch alone. Sms eunice but she busy. :). Awhile later, i walk from admiralty mrt to 888 plaza have my hair cut. Now my hair is short and neat. :D. Meet shixian at his house. :). Nothing much to do so call and book singing session at marsiling community club 7pm. haha! It was fun and happy at singing session. I took some picture and video. :)

Daddy and daughter. :)

Brother. ^^

Daughter and mother. :D

Haha! Video i recorded. :D

2010-10-03T01:00:00.004+08:00

Whole day stay at home. Nothing much to do. Chatted with semantha on msn. :) told her about i and her story. O_O Went to meet shibin at the evening. :) have my dinner together with him. Sit at his block staircase, a cat come toward me. :).

There is alot of thing i wanna wrote in here but i scare too much trouble happen. :) I will post other thing next time. :D

Gu dang bei ban qiu :)

Shuo le zai jian

2010-10-02T02:45:00.002+08:00

Today went to polyclinic get some injection. Need the cerf for myself to contact with food and pass to company. Went to meet with janson again. :) He bring me buy black pan for working use. :). Talk alot of joke with him. I called vivian asked her where is she. She told me at home. Afterthat told me she with huifang. lolz... Huifang ask me to give up on her. o_O" She dam weird. I already give up on her.. She thought i still waiting for her. haha! You are not the huifang i used to know. You already changed to another person. Creepy and weird girl.

Oh ya! I and janson also went to woodlands waterfront to have some walk walk. :D Actually wanna use my phone take picture but battery flat. So asked jason take picture for me with his phone. Until now he still haven't sent me the picture. -.-"

2010-10-01T00:20:00.006+08:00

Today went to meet yating, ruyi and chelsea at ang mo kio. Called vivian asking where is she. She told me Huifang ask her to accompany her to bugis. O_o". But her ezlink card Don't have money.
We went to bugis si ma lu coffee shop have our lunch. They saw her at bugis street. They told me that she totally change to another person. O_o I don't really care much. Right now i just want to continue my own life and get ride of her in my mind. After we done our lunch, we went to take neoprint. :D. And also i record a video of they editing the photo. :). It was a fun day with them and nice chatting too.

:) It is time for me to move on and get ride of her in my mind and stop everything of her. :). Anyway, i also wanna thank her for the time being beside me when i feeling down. :).

2010-09-30T00:21:00.011+08:00

Today wake up at 12pm+, My father drive me to a coffee shop and eat but i don't have the appetite to eat. I decide to go polyclinic at marsiling see doctor. From admiralty walk till marsiling. It was a long journey. After get the medicine, i went to ang mo kio v.hive chat with shixian. Saw yating, chelsea and ruyi at virtual land outside. Went to find them and ask them go under hdb block sit down and chit chat. :). Told them what has happen between i and her. Took some picture with them. :). Joke with them. All laughing like mad. O_O" Went back to woodlands with shixian and jialing. Wanna take picture with yanyan. but she don't want. T_T.

I am sick and tired of this kind of love. I don't want care anymore. I continue with my life journey. You been alot of month never go school. End of year exam coming. Asked you go school but you say i threaten you. Always went to your boyfriend house sleep and sleep. You will regret for skipping school. You also will make your boyfriend got into trouble for going to his house sleep without going to school. Think about other. You doing like this. Only will make other suffer with you. I want to say out your bad point. Listen up. You told your friend that you will meet the next day or other day. But when the day arrive. You will last minutes Cancel meeting. You say you hate liar In the end you lie. You say other don't understand you, Its because you have never unlock your heart lets other understand you. You say promise are not meant to be broken, But you also broken it cos you promise me that you will go to school in the end you only go for one days. You say you will stop sleeping so much but you still continue your habit. If you really like to delete thing. You might as well delete yourself from the world. Since making you so stress and hard to live on.

My new friend name jason, He is the one bring me to job interview at clark quay. Thank. :)

Hahaha! :)

2010-09-28T22:35:00.006+08:00

Sleep at 5am+ But wake up at 10am. Feeling so weak. Even though i found place to stay but my mind still thinking of alot thing. I meet my friend at clark quay cos he bring me go for interview. At casino do server. night shift. 11pm to 9am. Next week Orientation Lesson training at clark quay.

Why must you always have negative thought? Making yourself so hard to live on and thinking so much. Have i ever say that you are toying my feeling? No. From your action prove to me. I know you are not. So please stop your negative thought. Think positive. Is not i don't understand, I trying very hard to understand you as well as other. If you continue like that, everything will become worst.

If reading my blog, make you so hurt. Might as well stop reading. Logic? Imagine?

2010-09-28T04:01:00.003+08:00

Finally pack everything and moved to admiralty Northoaksi. Still don't get used to it to new place. After settle everything to new house. I went to admiralty walk around. Sitting at one place and thinking. Feel kinda heart pain, sad and empty minded. Don't know what to do. lolz. Went to meet shixian for some coffee session. He ask me to help him think of some name start with k? Kisiao? haha. :) just kidding. He give himself a nickname. kenneth? sound like cannon. O_O.

Around 1am went to admiralty meet shibin. He thinking doing property agent. O_o.. anyway good luck to you. Went home around 2am. While on the way home, i lost my way. I walk a big whole around in admiralty. I even walk to the factory places. zzz. walk till 3am+ than reach home.

Stop refering me as a somebody or someone and friend in your post. Its seen so wrong and weird being called like a stranger. I hate this kind of feeling. Yes, i admit i hurt you deeply that doesn't mean i want to let go. If i can let go, i already stop everything of you. Even you say sorry. Cannot cure everything. Its just a word. Cheerup, Happy forever? What is all this? Nothing is forever. Promise are not meant to be broken, Yes, i admit i broke your promise. I already trying to compensate by stick back the promise. You suddenly told me PROMISE ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN! And is not i say you never trust me. I know you put alot of hope on relationship. Don't compare between xue nan and me. I and him is different person. Its not the same. Don't say sorry again. Just revert back on what exactly you are doing. FCK LOVE! If xue nan didn't ill-treated you last time. I also won't appear in your life and now you went back to him. What is all this? I JUST SCAPEGOAT? A medicine to heal your wound. After heal back and patch back with him? And put me at one aside? PLAY AUDITION AND LET ME SEE MORE OF YOU TWO PICTURE become MORE LOVING? What is all this? I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THE HELL IS ALL THIS. Prove to you to make you trust me again? Yes i can do it. But THE MORE I SEE YOU TWO BEING TOGETHER MORE AND MORE LOVING. I getting more hurt. I don't want say much. You are still young. Wait till the time come, you will know who is the most important person in your life.

2010-09-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

Today early in the morning, terrible thing happen cos of the landlord want us to move out by today but is impossible. How do we move out in just one day not even found a place to stay yet. I know you and us is different racer. you are malay and we are chinese. You told us that different house and racer has different life style. What is the point telling us all this. You living in malaysia, You think singapore is easy to found a place to rent. Everything take time.. You will never understand how hard for us living in singapore. Spending expense is so high. everything is so expensive. But all job salary is so less. I stop my nonsense. Deadline of moving out is tuesday 10am. I will pass back your key and your house to you. Make me so stress.

Today went down to bugis talking to huifang. Saw xue nan was beside her. keep following her wherever she go. :). haha. Train back to admiralty meet with shibin for lunch. Very good of him cos he treat me eat. :S. not bad not bad.. I will always remember you. I didn't sleep much due to today morning matter. And i living a hard life. I always believe this word 先古后甜。 I cannot collapse. I must stay strong. Went down to meet ruyi, chelsea, yating, samantha, vivian at fountain there. :) chat with them and also take afew picture with them. :)

Trust and confident can be slowly build up again. :). Believe in it. Everything will be fine.

2010-09-26T01:25:00.004+08:00

Ask friend for help on money problem.. but hard. The only way i can settle is to get my feet up on myself. There always a way to solve it. I cannot collapse! My head dam stress! I will be strong! I will live on my life!

99 Facts about Guys that Girls should know!

Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
Guys hate other flirts.
A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
When guys want to meet your parents. Let them. …….dont think so
Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
Guys cry!!!
Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
Guys can never dream and hope too much.
Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands……yeh rite – Whatever.
Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”. So true.
You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
Guys hate gays!
Guys love their moms.
A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
Like Eve, girls are guysâ€™ weaknesses.
Guys are very open about themselves.
It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
No guy is bad when he is courting
Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice…….very true.
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. ……..sumtimes.
Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
Guys virtually brag about anything.
Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
Guys think too much.
Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!……very true.
Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends…..sumtimes depends wen they want sumat.
When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”……sumtimes.
Guys don’t really have final decisions.
When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….very important.
If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
Guys like femininity not feebleness.
Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ….they love u regardless.
Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!……true but only wen the guys are ready 2be settled down.
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.
When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
Guys hate girls who overreact. ……sumtimes.
Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

2010-09-24T17:37:00.003+08:00

Today went to interview the job. Kaki bukit ave 1. My father use his taxi drive me there.. I machiam going crazy.. he half way driving half nag that why i go find a job at that location. He ask me next time don't find loyath, jalan kayu, Tuas, kaki bukit job. Too far.. Only for those china or bangala will go there work.. zzzz... starting pay 1.3k... very less? from marsiling to kaki bukit.. dam far.afterthat went to amk find shixian chit chat... nothing to chat. Webt home afterthat.

Seriously, i don't want you back to me but i still willing to wait. LOLz. :) You finally make the last promise to me. :) stay happy cos of me. Even i not guiding your way or stop talking to you. you also must stay happy. :) haha..

2010-09-24T02:25:00.004+08:00

Today went out with shixian to payer lebar to meet his girlfriend and his daughter... hahah.. his daughter name yanyan. :).. so cute. oh my god.. We went to parkway parade to play pool. its was a fun game with jialing and shixian. :) Play half way, WONDER APPLE come! katherine! :)... counted as my very good friend and very close friend.. She also my listening ear and i am her listening ear too. Friend forever. :). HEY APPLE! :).. hahha.. Oh ya, when i was playing pool with shixian half way. Yanyan come and hit me. LOLZ.. dam cute. :). AISEH, shixian gonna be daddy soon.. happy for him. 8 years of brother and friendship. He always the one beside me and giving me moral support and courage. :) Thank. Actually wanna take picture with yanyan but don't the chance. :S.. Next time will take with yanyan. ^^

Shixian, No matter what you do, I always give you moral support and be your listening ear. I am happy that you finally found the right girl. :)

DADDY AND DAUGHTER

Lovely couple.

Huifang, I didn't mean to hurt you. But Choose to say forget you. I won't ask you come back to me again cos i have hurt you deeply again and again. I not a suitable guy for your life and for your future. Sorry that i ended it... You are right. It already over. I purposely hurt you deeply so that you will go back to him. Continue your journey with him. :). I will still remember you in my heart. :). I won't appear in your life again. Even you broke off with him one day. Wait for the right one appear that can bring you happiness, care for you, bring you anywhere that he go. :). JIA YOU! :) Yes you are right, i will regret. But i will never ask you back again. it will never happen. I will continue my life. You too.

2010-09-23T11:38:00.001+08:00

You are just a liar! I will never believe you again! You are just same as vivian! Just a bunch of liar! You already commitment to him! Why always hide from me!

2010-09-22T23:10:00.004+08:00

I feel so heart pain. Love someone that isn't belong to me and give up on those love me. Maybe this a retribution back to me. My friend scold me stupid and siao, why you must put so much hope on it in the end you still get the greatest hurt. HAHAH! Maybe i too silly. :) But i still think it worth it. I have no regret. I lose hope on love. I lost trust on relationhip. In the end i always alone.
HAHAHA! I gone crazy.. :S Don't say sorry to me when you do not meant it. You done nothing wrong. Is myself being too silly waiting. :).

Cos of you, i totally lose hope and trust on girl. I thought everything will be fine. But i am wrong. I just bluffing myself that it still can go on smoothly and peace. :). HHAHAHAHAHA! :). I give up on that day and i go back to my ex. But i still go back to your side in the end i hurt my ex. HAHA! I totally wrong. Everything is gone. NOLOVE! NOHOPE! NOTRUST! I only get Hurt back to me! :)... I so happy! hahaha! I don't really know what is the meaning of love anymore. I only know what is hatre! :).

2010-09-22T14:02:00.001+08:00

Tan hui fang, yesterday is the last day i quarrel with you. I promise your life will be better down the road. You won't have hard life again. I know you disappointed on me. :) I just realise that i not a good person or a good boyfriend. After being with you, My heart become soft and I not a straight forward person anymore. My heart always broke into pieces. Can't stick back. So many thing happen. You may hate me for life.. But one day you wil realise that i care and love you deeply. :) I already use all my effort to make you smile and laugh. You may already forgot the happy memories. If you hear 尋找的是你, 末日之恋，现实不重要，童话。All this is my favourite song. :) You are a nice girl. You will found someone bettter. I and you belong to two different world. 有缘无分。:) I am very tired. But i still manage to hold on this relationship. I really trying very hard. My strenght become weak. :) Thank for your memories, care, love and everything. I won't hurt you again anymore. I will always remember the date we together. I won't forget it.. You always in my heart till i gone one day. :)

2010-09-20T22:16:00.004+08:00

Today 1st day of work. dam shag. repeating step of doing work. almost fall asleep. =_=. I shall try some luck on 4D D; oh ya, have a slight quarrel with huifang... asked her to go school cos end of year exam is coming... but she don't want... So in the end let her decide what she really want to do.

Almost everyday when i was sleeping, i always having nightmare or other dream. My mind is still functioning while i close my eyes. weird... I really don't have a good sleep. mind is always thinking alot of thing.

This video is dedicated to Tan hui fang. hope you love it. :)

2010-09-20T01:40:00.002+08:00

This few days alot of thing has happen... Don't feeling alright. My mind still manage to function. hope everything is fine.. fews days ago. quarrel with someone.. now is fine... Maybe when start loving a person deeply... you won't hate her but still forgive her.

Now i understand what is the meaning of 爱恨情仇。

爱- when you start to have feeling to each other.. and be together... that is what is called love.

恨- Start to hate each other... when keep quarreling. hatre make people so moodless.

情-Start to delevelop feeling and stay close to each other after so much quarreling and mistunderstaning.

仇-After broke off.. start to have hatre... hate him/her... won't forgive her/him for the way it is done.. lie! hurt! cheat!

But no matter what, if a person truly love you.. the person won't hater you but still choose to forgive you cos love is the greater power. :).

Now i understand what you want, no matter what i always guide upon you... you won't be sad or moodless again. :) put your trust on me. i and your mum will always guide upon you.. :).

2010-09-06T16:19:00.002+08:00

What come around. what goes around.. I don't see why must be like that.. I don't know why.. Maybe i think too much or maybe not? A lie was found out but i still chose to forgive and forget. Maybe i too soft-hearted. Thing can be change but i just don't have the strength to change it. I need time.. i really need to recover it and change it again. But I just couldn't resist what my heart want. I am totally lost. Is it too silly being cheated and fool? Have you ever feel that i trying very hard to understand what you want and what you thinking. But a lie is fall upon me. My mind start to become empty.

2010-08-23T03:28:00.002+08:00

I trying to be strong. every step i go. everywhere i go. Life is so complicated. Family gonna live separately. D: Why!?! why must be like that.

Thank fangfang accompany me. Thank for your everything. I really appreciate it. Loveya.

2010-08-14T01:08:00.002+08:00

Today went to yio chu kang swimming complex. :).. It was not so fun. and was raining. hhahai. Went with ruyi, derek, brandon, sarah, yating and most important is sophia huifang. :) haha...
She become much more happy after vivain left. :)... she been smiling always. haha... i will accompany her no matter what. :)... following the way wherever she go. :) HAHA Thank for the great time. nerd girl. love, missesya. :)

2010-08-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

I won't be updating anymore. Sorry.

2010-08-11T01:38:00.002+08:00

Sorry, it's been a long time since i last update my blog. This few day having alot of stress. Just quited my job.. need time to have some cool down. Been going out with sophia and vivian. relieving stress. Actually i wanna wrote alot of thing but i just don't the mood to write at here. i only spoke to my close friend and sophia. hmmm. Hope one day everything will be better.

2010-07-26T01:48:00.002+08:00

This coming weekend gonna buy a new phone for myself. :). Time passer by, My life getting better and more better. Happy being with sophia (babywifey). Spending time often with her. :) haha. She is my life. :)

2010-07-24T02:48:00.002+08:00

Hmm, 5 more days plus to get salary D;. finally.. must spend wisely. :D.. This fews day been staying beside sophia (babywifey). :). and working too. Next month i shall go and sing ksession again. :).

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2010-07-18T03:54:00.002+08:00

Today meet with my babywify laopo (sophia). So in love with her. :)

Wrote a letter to her.. she was very happy. A letter to prove my love to her. Being with her making my life feel great. :) muacks loveyou miss you.

Hmm it's been so long since i last update my blog, sale is becoming bad. sibei jialet. must work hard. I must faster book my basic theory test again. haha. My phone spoil. now using buget phone. D:
Next month than buy a new phone. :D.

2010-06-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

When you fall in love, you get controlled by your emotions: you will do the
silliest and stupidest thing. You follow what your emotions tell you to do.
And your emotions are controlled by the person you love deeply. Your lover's
emotions are controlled by you.
Basically, when you are in love, you only laugh because he laughs, or you only
cry because she cries. Emotions are no longer controlled by humans, but by
the love shared.
The power of love: So strong that you wonder hopelessly what had happened
to you.

Sound meaningful? lolz..

2010-06-16T00:31:00.001+08:00

Always love sophia tan hui fang.

Been busy working nowadays.. sale become so bad. few days was hit by rain.. now feeling unwell.. gonna recover soon.

2010-06-07T11:47:00.000+08:00

29.05.10 3:45am is the day will be unforgotten. Love.

2010-06-02T00:51:00.001+08:00

8 years of friendship? just broke off cos of a girl. is it worth it? why must be like that.

2010-05-23T00:31:00.005+08:00

Oh my god, I wanna watch this horror and triller movie Nightmare on the Elm street. Thumb up. i shall call friend watch together. :D

2010-05-18T23:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday on the way 12am plus.. walk past a place near to forest.. 4 strays dogs was staring at me :S... I don't really care about it.. just walk pass. Today i went back my old place work one day.. taman jurong. around evening, i went to sheng siong buy something.. a fucking bangelah cut my quece... i look at him... he still dare to smile at me. fuck bangelah _!_.

My college made a sandwich for me.. tuna sandwich. O_O.... oh man... it was so delicious. lolz... :D... but the sale was bad. only earn 10 dollar comission today. -_-"" thursday will be working at causeway point v.hive.. feel free to visit me. at level 3. hope will be better sale on that day. :D...

Counting down on next week to get salary. :D

2010-05-15T02:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is my last day working at taman jurong. I have been transfer to causeway point v.hive.
Gonna work alone soon. :D.. indenpent. later at night will be going to powerhouse with shibin. Life is tough. working hard for my future.

2010-05-12T01:53:00.003+08:00

Went to sing ktv with shi xian and some group of friend. saw shibin at there too. Oh ya, also saw black withc joyce at mrt station... :S. her skin is so white. really like those left 4 dead witch.. interesting. i should have use a gun to shoot her.. LOL...

Everyday was a peaceful day for me. no stress. :)

2010-05-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

Awaiting on 15 may going powerhouse. :/...

2010-05-05T23:52:00.004+08:00

Today went to sing k session. and went to east coast park enjoy seaview. Enjoy very much.

难道没有性就没有爱吗？性有这么重要吗？

2010-05-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

No matter what i am doing, i still thinking of her. My mind is still filled with her.

2010-05-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

Today while working, around afternoon, i treat my college mcdonald meal. 3 set mac spicy meal and 1 set fillet o fish meal and 4 apple pie. Been working with them for like 2 month+.. quite good relationship with them. you treat me good, i will treat you even much good.

Been having flu since yesterday. so just now work until evening.. I inform my college that i go home rest. hope tomorrow will feel much better.

2010-05-01T01:00:00.001+08:00

I need some time to relieve stress thought in my mind. So won't be updating this few day. Sorry.

2010-04-24T02:20:00.003+08:00

Next month is coming, PAY DAY COMING!!! :D.... hahahah. Shall buy some cloth for myself. :). Some k session with friend. Explore nice food to eat. LOLz.

Learn to respect me and i will respect you.

2010-04-23T01:32:00.002+08:00

Seriously i still can't really fully commit in a relationship. I will stay single for the time being. My mind somehow is confuse.

2010-04-22T01:39:00.002+08:00

Dismiss from work, went to admirtly neighbourhood police station to update new house adress with my sister. Now apple and orange is best friend. :D. Hmmm, saw shiyun facebook status change into in a relationship. All the best to her :).

While on the way back home, went to coffee shop buy coffee. Took a picture of a meaningful words. :).

2010-04-21T00:41:00.001+08:00

Added one more song into playlist. 邰正宵 - 想你想得好孤寂 (xiang ni xiang de hao gu qi). Quite meaningful.

2010-04-17T01:37:00.003+08:00

Took some picture of my shop which i am working at. :D.. My colleage make some creative thing. :) Photo of me and my colleage as well as him. lolz

I try to prove it but you seen to be ignoring it. I show you caring but you don't appreciate it.

2010-04-15T01:29:00.005+08:00

Morning call to apple at 10:30. Around afternoon, went to meet shi xian while he was working. Chit chating and have dinner with him. :D... oh ya, we also do some recording of our singing. haha.... Sing it from bottom of our heart. :D enjoy... haha. Around 9pm+, i drew something on the paper and sent to jurong outlet. LOL... kinda funny. :D.

Right now, was chatting with apple. ;)

My friend drew this. LOL

I drew this. LOLz

Hei se you mo sing by me. :)

Yue ting sing by me. :)

2010-04-13T01:17:00.002+08:00

Went to watch rec 2 with ah xian... watched rec... the story is continously.. hmmm.. it's was a nice movie.. I thought the movie is about those people infected with some kind of disease. After i watched rec 2.. The story is about is people is being possessed by some demon. :S.... haha.. See so much blood on the blood... Right now waiting for rec 3. hahaha...

K-session with apple and her friend lynnie(tomato)... LOLZ!! fun and enjoy it ;).... fruit family! LOL. waiting for apple right now :)

2010-04-11T03:27:00.000+08:00

Added few more song into my blog.

Been busy sms and call apple. :D

2010-04-08T02:27:00.003+08:00

Few agos, while i was working. My college bought popiah treat me and another person. quite nice. He is quite a nice guy. tom. Today while working, shi xian phone call me and disturb. He was saying. Hello, i am calling from canotoment -_-" freaking lame. Some funny picture i and him drew. :S.. LOLz...

Saw that popiah.. look dam nice hor?

He also fax to my outlet of this pizza hut thing.. tell me to ask my collage wanna eat what.. he order O_O?

Shi xian drawing.

My drawing

apple apple, :)..... i am your happy pill.

2010-04-07T00:21:00.002+08:00

Today sleep till 4pm+.... Feel so tired. it's bee so long since i sleep for so long. Meet shibin and melissa for dinner. Morning and afternoon meal skipped. Only ate dinner :S.. I gonna lose weight again. D:... I shall eat more... katherine told me.. 能吃是一种福.. :D

Apple apple apple! where are you? O_O"

2010-04-02T00:47:00.002+08:00

Today while working, calling my old army mate. :D.... chit chat and asking how is their life. Oh ya, today sale is not so good.. By the way, v.hive is currently having 10% discount for all item except office chair and cash and carry item. Do visit me at taman jurong.

That katherine went crazy le. -_- girl can do mask. guy also can do mask de right? :D

2010-03-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

Today been working whole day. After dismiss from work. went to meet ah xian for some tea session and chit chat. Oh ya, while was chatting. Suddenly, appear a guy come and grab my hand and pass me a paper which got number on it. was begging for $2. I was totally shock.. Ah xian say if we help him. who is going to help us. Sound right? just reached home at 12am+..

Tomorrow will be working, wednesday off. Planned friday meet with baby. :) Work for the sake of money. Love for the sake of relationship. Friend for the sake of friendship, Work hard for the sake of achievement. :D.

2010-03-29T02:17:00.002+08:00

Whole day was resting at home. around evening went to meet shibin at admiratly. chit chat awhile before going home. oh ya, ah xian told he is quiting at 02 april. and go ang mo kio. -_-" lame... the meaning is transfering to ang mo kio hub v.hive shop.. lolz... Cool! i been working almost 1 month soon. job getting easier for me. :)

I miss baby <3.

2010-03-28T00:41:00.001+08:00

Next week meet baby!!!!!!!!! :)... happy to see her

2010-03-25T00:36:00.001+08:00

Went to watch kidnapper with baby(Shiyun)... Happy going out with her. :) <3

2010-03-22T01:39:00.002+08:00

Rethink back the time when i have never cherish the loves one till it is gone. i feel regret. If given me one more chance. I will make use of the chance and keep it in my heart. Show caring to loves one.

2010-03-21T03:31:00.001+08:00

Currently using china phone... take picture not so clear so wait till i get a better phone than i will start to take pic and update in blog.

<3YUN

2010-03-17T01:50:00.003+08:00

I believe when there is hope. There will be brightness shiny upon us everyday. To give us the power to achieve what we are getting. Just like what normally people say Don't think so much cos tomorrow will be a new day. A NEW HOPE

Yun<3

2010-03-16T03:50:00.002+08:00

Move to new house... new environment for me and a new start for me... i have throw away all my ex thing... Don't wish to turn back anymore. Past memories i will stop thinking of it. Thinking positive make my life feel great. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN, STAY HAPPY...

Don't forget to visit me at my work place sometime :).. Yesterday moving house.. asked say ping(shibin) come and help me.. he say ok. in the end go orchard meet his friend.. Hate this kind of person which promise than suddenly change decision so fast. I told him 8 years of friendship or your army friend is more important? If cannot help, at least call back say can't. Don't just keep quiet. Your attitude don't change. I think its hard for me to continue this kind of friendship with you. Next month i will be changing number. Wanna break contact with people which i don't 0ften contact and don't wish to contact. Don't ask why. Thank.

Oh ya, Don't ask why when i only ask a question. I just need a simple answer will do. If can't answer.. Don't answer. Don't ask why. I will feel piss off. I refering to girl.

Yun<3

2010-03-14T01:47:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow moving house... oh ya... i defer away my reservict... right now concentrate on work.. ah yun! ..haha

2010-03-11T01:52:00.003+08:00

Currently working as a saleman at v.hive selling furniture. feel free to find me. :)..

2010-02-22T00:55:00.002+08:00

After a long time... finally can upload... say ping finally send me the singing video.. althought is not so nice... but at least sing it from heart..

2010-02-19T03:18:00.002+08:00

Today went to watch True legend with say ping and alan... Action and thriller movie... nice... I shall learn to be more peace... Don't wish to quarrel.. learning to forgive and forget.

2010-02-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time i last updated... my reservict is coming. on the march 29... need to start prepare thing for reservict.. cos i will be at oversea for 2 week... oh ya... i currently working at DSMNutrituiona Pte Ltd... went back to the company aand work.. quite tough job... use alot of physical strenght. Hard work finally pay off for the hard earn money... D: .... Awaiting to go and sing ktv again... very long time never sing... D:

2010-01-11T04:52:00.003+08:00

I didn't went interview v.hive but instead i went to interview Pan Pacific hotel banquet waiter. Reason is the pay is given two week one time. 14th and 28th. I meet gim siang for coffee session.. and also went to sembawang sun plaza yesterday. i got to take my ID photo, The price become so expensive. Years 2007 i take is 5 dollar now up to 8 up dollar just for 6 piece of it. oh shit.

Oh yea, Back to single life. So much freedom on it. there is nothing to worry about it. I am surprise that calvin called me. I thought he would never come back to singapore. Right now he is helpnig his brother business. Going to meet him soon for lunch or dinner. Seriously, I sick and tired of life.. but what to do.. life still must be continue no matter what.. for the sake of friend behalf.. right? Sometime, thing at the surrounding may not be going so smooth as you think. The best way is to walk one steps, take one steps.

2010-01-07T20:34:00.003+08:00

I shall keep my blog update again... Now is the new year again... 2010. i shall work hard. :).. My age going become one year older .. time pass so fast

Today i went to kuntong mall v.hive furniture shop to fill up job application form.. and also meet ah xian for lunch break. The bus trip was dam long journey about 1hours plus. go there and come back woodland.. total 2 hours.. time is money.. haha.. After i come back, xian called me.. ask me tomorrow go to ferrer park city square hall v.hive outlet for interview at 11:30am. Finally working life going start again :D.